CONFUSED

OK SO REALLY IM A CONFUSED RELATIONSHIP. I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW U CAN SAY U WANT TO BE WITH SOMEONE AND THAT YOU LOVE THEM YET THERE ACTIONS ARE THE COMPLETE OPPOSITE. IF YOU HAVE A GIRL THERE SHOULD BE NO REASON WHY YOU ARE FLIRTING WITH OTHER FEMALES, AND TELLING THEM THAT THEY ARE STILL YOURS AND ALL THIS OTHER STUFF. ALSO WHY IS IT THAT YOUR STATUS READS SINGLE AND EVERYTIME I POST SOMETHING ON YOUR WALL ITS DELETED. ANOTHER THING I DONT UNDERSTAND IS THAT WHEN SOMEONE ELSE COMMENTS ON YOUR STATUS ITS NOT A BIG DEAL BUT WHEN I DO ITS A ALL OUT WAR. I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW YOU TELL ME YOU WANT ME TO OPEN UP TO YOU SO I START DOING IT AND THEN YOU RETRIEVE. YOU CANT TELL ME TO DO SOMETHING IF YOUR NOT GOING TO DO IT RETURN. ALSO THERE ARE SOME THINGS THAT I FEEL AS IF ME BEIN UR GIRL SHOULD BE TOLD TO ME FIRST NOT BLASTED ALL OVER THE INTERNET FOR ME TO FIND OUT ABOUT. AND THEN UR POST ONLINE WTF IS THAT ABOUT UR ALWAYS TALKIN BOUT WHEN U SEE A GIRL ONLINE AND THIS AND THAT AND THE WAY ITS WRITTEN I KNOW DAMN WELL YOUR NOT TALKING ABOUT ME. AND THEN FEMALES ARE ALWAYS COMING UP TO ME TELLIN ME UR CHEATIN AND THIS AND THAT AND AFTER EVERYTHING I SEE AND READ IT REALLY MAKES ME WONDER. CRAZY THING IS THAT IF THE TABLES WERE TURNED AND I WAS DOIN AND SAYING ALL OF THIS YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN LONG GONE BY NOW. I DONT WANT TO FEEL STUPID OR GET HURT SO I THINK THAT IF U ARE MESSING AROUND WITH OTHER FEMALES OR IF YOU STILL HAVE FEELINGS FOR ANOTHER FEMALE THEN YOU NEED TO MAN UP AND TELL ME. YOUR ACTIONS ARE CAUSING ME TO FEEL INSECURE AND IM NOT AN INSECURE PERSON AT ALL. IF YOUR MY MAN AND MY MAN ONLY THEN U SHOULD TRY YOUR BEST TO MAKE ME HAPPY AND FEEL SECURE IN OUR RELATIONSHIP AND YOUR NOT DOING THAT. I WANT TO KNOW THAT ITS JUST ME AND THAT I HAVE UR ATTENTION. I WANT TO FEEL SPECIAL BECAUSE RIGHT NOW I DONT. LIKE THE SAYING SAYS WHEN YOUR TRYING TO GET ME TO DATE YOU, YOU HAVE ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD FOR ME, BUT WHEN I FINALLY SAY YES THAT TIME IS LONG GONE. REALLY DONT PLAY WITH EMOTIONS NO ONE DESERVES. I TOLD U OVER AND OVER I DONT WANT TO GET HURT AND I TRULY HOPE U UNDERSTAND THAT. I CARE FOR U HELL I LOVE U BUT I WILL NOT STAND AROUND AND LOOK LIKE SOME DUMBASS WHILE UR DOIN GOD KNOWS WHAT. SO JUST BE REAL WITH ME LET ME KNOW WHATS GOIN ON. IM TRYIN TO GIVE U THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT AND IF UR NOT DOIN ANYTHING WRONG THEN U NEED TO REALLY LISTEN TO WHAT IM COMPLAININ ABOUT AND TRY TO FIX THEM OR THIS RELATIONSHIP PROB WONT WORK OUT .